BE WARE!
This post is mostly a venting session!
With a few crys for advice from anyone willing to share!
af·fec·tion
ʃən
noun
2. Often, affections.
a. emotion; feeling; sentiment: over and above our reason and affections.
This picture sums it up for me right now!
You know the old game of "He loves me... He loves me not!!"
That's what game I am playing right now!!! only it has changed to,
"Show affection... Don't show affection!"
I apparently do NOT know how to be affectionate!
How can one person be so "emotionally connected" and in love with someone and yet not show affection!
How does someone show affection??
How can you love someone but not show affection??
Taylor and I seem to just keep having these problems! I don't know what to do to fix things! I try calling and sending sweet texts. I try leaving little notes or doing little things but it always comes back to her saying, she feels like she is just with a friend, NOT a girlfriend!
I am at the end of my rope, I don't know what to do to show her the affection she needs or to prove my love! I used to feel like I didn't have to TRY to make her happy because she just was and now I feel like I have to do anything just to TRY and make her not cry or hurt her feelings!
If I want to come home and just lay on the couch and read it creates problems because I am not showing her attention and affection.
If I come home and just relax I am not showing her interest anymore!
I just want to be excited about coming home... I want to feel like there is no where else I would rather be... I want to feel like I am going to be able to come home and do things I want to do but not cause her to be mad at me for doing so!
SO...
Any advice on showing affection and expressing love would be greatly welcomed!!!
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